I really haven't been doing much of anything these last weeks. There's exactly one more week of August left and I've literally done nothing but slept and pouted.

I'm slipping back into my old mind sets, which scares me. I have nothing else to occupy my mind with but these things. It's a test though, I just don't know if I can pass. Despite the fact that I'm struggling with everything, I don't miss home.

I have no money. I have no job. I have no willingness to leave the apartment.

I really don't like the position I'm in right now. Better it happens now than later though, I suppose.

East Coast was fun, but I just want a goddamn job.

Also, going to California at the end of the month. (Hopefully)

Charles is funny.

Which is good because, in the beginning, I really wasn't too fond of him. He was the typical kitten, but the dick-kitten, not cute-kitten. He's been good though. He really likes to watch movies on the computer when Jake and I are. It's cute.

Tomorrow, Max and I are going on a photo adventure around the valley plus one location in Black Canyon City. I've found a considerable amount of great abandoned places around here that we'd like to check out; he wanted to use this opportunity to learn all the great functions on his new camera as well. If I can get back in time, CKY is also tomorrow. I'm not dying to see them, but it would be cool. Nostalgic, really. Summer of 8th grade style.

When I get back from New York, I think I'm going camping as well with Jake and a few of his friends up in Pinetop. Though, I'd still have make sure girlfriends are allowed.
So, my calendar for the rest of the month and part of August is as follows -

JULY
21 - Photos with Max/CKY @ The Clubhouse
24 - Leave for New York

AUGUST
1 - Return from New York
*4 - Leave for Pinetop
*6 - Return from Pinetop/Lymbyc Systym @ Modified Arts

EDIT → 2:11PM
Ironically, Jake texted me just now and asked if I wanted to go to LA rather than go camping. So who really knows now, haha.